Date of event: Friday, 29 feb 08

Today, WOKE UP DAMN EARLY, just to go sentosa with Kayan. We planning to explore the Siloso beach. Kind of nice weather to be out there. Not that sunny, abit windy. Meet at 1030 at the mrt station. Heading for harbor front. Ate breakfast at Banquent. CHICKEN RICE! Thats what i always ate when i go to work at sembawang music center. So sick of it, but yea, ate it just to rmb the days i worked there.

After eating we went to giant supermarket, stock up before heading to sentosa. I BOUGHT THIS IMBA DRINK, gatorade FIERCE. We didnt know it was imba till we drank it. Stocked up. Head for the train.

At sentosa, we chiong for the beach. LOOKS GOOD. The basketball court got 2 ppl there playing. But they using volleyball. We joined them. INSTANT WIN :) Full defencive person like me. Hard to go pass. Kayan do the shooting. As we play on, more ppl come. Keep having next team. All of a sudden, THE FLOOR DAMN HOT! cause we playing bare footed and the floor is those damn heat absorbtion. I cannot tahan so I take a break. Then! i took my gatorade out. I opened it. Drank abit.. then.. I FEEL SO ENERGISE! Kayan came over. He say he wan try abit. So he try and... HE FEEL SO ENERGISE TOO! DAMN IMBA. We went back to the court.

3plus we ran out of drink. So we went back to 7-11 to get a drink. F&N grapes. AWFUL. I should have taken 100plus. Kayan say cause its the nearest to the gatorade FIERCE flavour. But still.. doesnt have that effect. Make me have stomachache. We went back to the beach again. Lazy to play basketball le. So we slack around. See surroundings. Got any games we can join anot. Friday aint a good day to go sentosa.. Thus Sunday we going again.

After slacking, we decided to buy a volleyball. At first we use it to play soccer. Then the ball ALMOST WENT MISSING. Not my fault. Luckily we found it. Or else we would have lost the ball in just a few minutes ater we bought. We found an empty volleyball court( its at the beach of cause with the nets and the markings). DAMN PAIN THE IMPACT. Hand all red. Sudden got a couple come jio us to 2v2. Though we didnt count the score but the guy so bastard. He himself is a volleyball player. So its okay. But he keep saying his girl so ungently. Keep saying must hit like this, face him and the ball towards him, etc. The girl isnt a volleyball player, but shes playing cause the guy likes to play. HE SHOULD BE HAPPY ABOUT IT! BASTARD.

Whats wrong with some guys nowadays. Cant they cherish their girls more. Well, after that they left. We decided to head home. I was trying to sleep on the bus. BUT the freaking bus made me hit my head 3 times. i was sitting down, with my head positioning forward. When the bus STOP, i hit my head against the seat infront of me. Still got the BANG sound. The person infront turn back and look at me. lol. So weird. But i so tired so i heck care. I try sleeping again. SAME THING HAPPEN AGAIN. Always happen when i close my eyes, almost sleeping condition, THEN BANG! Damn, couldnt sleep in peace.

I reach home, wash up, change, and leave the house again. Today is my cousin birthday, I not sure is it lucky or unlucky cause 29 feb happen once every 4 yrs.. so i dunno.. lol. But she does enjoy her party alot. Haha. I had a beer. I decided not to take beer anymore.. It gives me the always want to pee feeling. And the taste is good for awhile. I prefer wine or vodka. Least they have different taste. INSTEAD OF PLAIN BITTER! Eat alot of food, haha. When there is food, there is MARCUS!






its pointless when she dun even love me anymore.. my heart is still with her.. im pulling it back..

Went to visit my mom today at the hospital, she is still feeling the pain, but yea, shes able to walk and such. Thats good. Hope she will recover soon. And she was complaining about the patient beside her. So funny. The way my mom describe them in such a funny way. But, she said they were very noisy. My mom couldnt sleep at night. Damn them. Cant the mushy at home. lol.

After that i leave the hospital to find Karyn, Kyandi and Train. They were at Suntec. Planning to go to the career fair. IT WAS SO BORING. No wonder the exhibition so empty. lol. Only pack with secondary school students. Nothing nice to see. Only Karyn so enthu. Kyandi on some. Me and train bored. We decided to leave the boring exhibition hall. Head for the arcade.

GAMES TIME! Play the puzzle fighter. DRAW WITH KARYN OMG! How can i.. I lost Train. I lost him instantly. Too pro le. And then we play mario racing. I WAS SUPPOSE TO BE FIRST. Kyandi aimed me AT THE FINISHING LINE. Cheat sia. My 1st place..

Train left cause he need to go first. Then the 3 of us went walking for awhile before we go parkway. I got piano lesson, so we left suntec and went to parkway.

After my piano lesson, we went to eat dou hua and pork ball soup together with 2 Karyn's friends. So dou hua so nice.. ITS A MUST TRY! Really. No joke. Next time want call me, i bring you go. lol. Dota gang keep rushing me back to play draft match. So i tried to rush back. I haven even shower. BUT im not dirty :)




I NO LONGER MISS HER. ITS THE END. NO MORE.

Date of event: Wednesday, 27 feb 08

LAST PAPER! SHIOK! Finally can relax. Guess what i ate for breakfast. MEE POK DRY NO CHILLI ADD MORE NOODLES. Wa kao. Everytime go school for breakfast, always the same thing. I even feel like vomiting when i think about it.

Continue to study in school before the paper starts. Studied for about 2hrs plus. Then enter the classroom. Sit down and start doing. This time a guy more power. After 30 mins, he finish the paper. Not sure if he DID finish or just blank. Slowly more and more people start to leave. Suddenly all become so smart. lol. Im still doing part C3. Still got C4 haven do.

After the paper, meet up with Kayan and Ching Lai. Went to cheers first then go play BASKETBALL. I so long didnt play le. But luckily i got imba shoes. Can jump higher than usual :) But the shoes is damn heavy. Play all the way till 8 plus. Sudden the court's lighting went out. Cause the school set the lights to off at some time around 8 to 9 plus. So me and Kayan decided to go eat dinner at Mac(Marcus affection corner). Reason is because the instruction of the medication im using on my skins say that AVOID MACDONALD' FRENCH FRIES. So when i eat the fries, my skin will become worse. And its already very disgusting..

Haiz. Why my skin have to suffer this. But its a good thing cause i might be posted to a good post in ns. :) least thats what i should receive. lol. Went home with my legs aching. But after shower, its okay already :)




i miss her. since she said it herself. i shd let go. there is always a second chance. only depends if the person is willing to give anot. But if u love that person. ask for that second chance. or u'll regret it.

Date of event: Tuesday, 26 feb 08

Today woke up quite early, to study NetFund. Meet Ji Quan to eat breakfast at A-star again. MACHIAM LIKE NOT SIAN ONE LOR. Mee pok dry no chilli add noodle. The uncle like know us already. Last time when the auntie was there, she see Ji Quan, instant know what hes gonna order. Damn power. After breakfast, went to meet Yong Chang and Xin Kai gang at design school canteen. They all studying hard. 1 thing there is that ITS FREAKING HOT!

No fan at all! WTH! Dunno why they dun wan to go library to study. There looks good, got air-con, comfortable seats ,and quiet. Studying half-way sudden got ppl shouting in the canteen. Dunno shout for what. Cant focus.

We proceed into the exam hall at sports complex. Seat no. was 419. Why cant it be 619, good no. Anyway, the exam is starting soon. This guy infront of me, finish his paper in 40mins. Incredible. Though the answers are short-answer based. But he finish fast. I finished mine at 3.40pm. Then i rush home. Took some of my study materials, and go study for tmr exam. KIND OF INCREDIBLE HUR. MARCUS = STUDYING. No choice, cannot fail tmr exam. Else DIE. GPA drop. Already very low le. lol. But u know, in the end, only study abit. lol.

Varun called. Ask me to go slack. Daniel came along. Slack at my place. Then found out msn got error. Cannot sign in. Damn. So tired. BUT TMR LAST PAPER!! WOOT!




i miss her. i no longer miss her. it has ended.

Date of event: Monday, 25 feb 08

OMG!! Supposed to study today. I did but only for awhile. lol. I meet Ji Quan and Yong Chang at school busstop. Ate at A-star coffee shop. WE GOT SCAM! The drinks we ordered looks poisonous. And taste kinda bad. AND its not cheap. $1.50. We force it down our stomach and go to school.

Took awhile to find seats in the library. We have to choose imba spot to study. At last we settle down at level 3. We found 1 puzzle thingy whereby the metals are chained together then have to solve it. Me and Yong Chang start studying, Ji Quan spend some time doing that puzzle. He and Yong Chang take turns to play. WTH! Tmr netfund exam still like this. haha. Finally we really study.

THEN, after 2 hrs. LETS DO IT! We stop studying and head for the comps on level 4. Started playing mini games and dota. 2v2. Zong come join the fun. Looks good. Play till 6 cause the comp auto shut down. DAMN! Was in the middle of a game. Dragon Knight doing well :)

We headed home after that. 1 more thing, TMR DIE LIAO LA!!





i miss her. am i doing the right thing?

Date of event: Sunday, 24 feb 08

Ytd went to my aunt house to stay over. Need some space and someone to talk to. She shared her experience with me. And of cause have to also. I find that people will only understand me if i voice it out. But its not possible at home. I tried voicing out but my parents and sister never give me the chance to. They always cut into my lines before i could even say anything. Though i feel that it doesnt matter anymore. We drank some alcohol. I drank vodka.

I still prefer drinks that have flavours than beer, which is bitter and always feeling like peeing after awhile. And give u nasty feelings. Beer = nah. haha. 1 sad thing at he place is that.. I CANT CONNECT TO THE INTERNET!! Damn, I bring my lappy for nth. Least I know my lappy dun work at her place.






i still miss her. im no longer needed for her.

Date of event: Friday, 22 feb 08

START OF DOOMSDAY! I got fucked by maths today. I did study. But the maths DAMN HARD. Killer exam. Must depend on supp paper le. DIE DIE must pass. END MATHS ONCE AND FOR ALL! haha. Hope can pass.

Went to Downtown to check on the chalet. Dota gang wants to take a break. Haha. So me and kayan went to check it out. The rest ALL LAZY AROUND. But its okay. We got motive behind it ;)

After that I went to Kayan's house, need wait for 2 jrs, Ji Quan and Yong Chang. They went to GAMBLE. WASTE AROUND TIME AND MONEY. Made me and Kayan wait for damn long. 7plus went to parkway. We eat at the foodcourt in parkway. I got scammed. $4 for a damn small plate of noodle. Not enough for children lor. Kayan HENG SHIT LA. Bought korean food. The bowl super size sia. First time Kayan cant finish. Damn IMBA.

ONE MORE IMBA THING. We went to cold storage. I bought 1 honey glazed chicken. Then the lady say buy 1 get 1 free. I INSTANT SAY HELL YEAH! Kayan also chiong to buy. Its worth it. Love cold storage. BEST supermarket. YEP.






i still miss her. im trying my best to hold my feelings.

Date of event: Wednesday, 20 feb 08

My 2 classmates dated me today. We meet u at plaza sing. AS USUAL, im the earliest. I must always rmb that if i going out with them, meeting time must delay by 1hr? haha. This is our first time going to TCC. I ordered Oreo Mocha Frappe. Very nice. Worth the money. Must try. We sat there talking till we decided. We need to go to the toilet. lol. So we made payment and head for TOILET! Nothing is wrong with the drink and food there btw.

We then took a bus to kyandi house do visiting. Her mom so nice. Gave us dou suan to eat. See her past neoprints. Is freaking lot. All the money.. like this.. its worth it i guess. haha. After visiting, we took a cab down to east coast park. To EAT and DRINK! at cavana. The food there is good. I ordered a "Sex on a beach" cocktail, mixture of vodka, peace and orange. For main course, i ordered cavana chicken chop. The chicken chop is very nice. Only problem is the vegetables. Normally vegetables okay de.. but this time HALF THE PLATE IS VEGETABLES!! Thats the only bad thing about it.

We still gamble after that. Kyandi was well prepared. Bring the kung fu dunk cards. Play Blackjack, Cheat, Tai ti. Meet a new friend, Shawn, Karyn's friend. Won abit. haha.

Then i walk to find zai and bryan. I forgot where is lagoon view, in the end i went to mandrian gardens. Its so freaking far.. a few busstops. And it was so late at night. Went to slack for a few hours. Went home in the morning. haha.





i miss her. i love her so im letting her go.

I started blogging again, after so long. Hm. since its new, there aint much thing to read about yet. Soon to be filled with my life story and other interesting things. haha.

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